A Crazy Turn… May you water my childhood seeds 30 Oct 2021 When you cuddled me closeGave me a peck on my noseTouched me like I was a rose Long ago maybe,But,Even now I smell the comfort that rose! The touch of…
A Crazy Turn… To drown in shame only i know 9 Oct 2021October 10, 2021 Only a figure I see from a distanceBut I have been taught from innocenceTo know that the figure I see is masculineTo know that the figure I see is not…
Introduction… “But he is gay….” A random statement from one, years of therapy for trauma for another 17 Aug 2021 About an hour ago I overheard my mother refer to a well known politician's name. It amazed me to observe some random memory from about two decades ago drawn into…
Analysis… “It’s the effect of the ring” – A way to identify with our ego – A lesson from The Lord of the Rings by J. R. R. Tolkien 10 Aug 2021 Last week I was quite busy watching the Harry Potter movie series on Netfllix. Believe it or not, I am one of the few who had never read or seen…
A Crazy Turn… Being vulnerable to uncertainty vs. negative belief system – A review from a novice 7 Aug 2021August 8, 2021 Thus I've heard, the blessed Gauthama Siddhartha, the Buddha, had told us: Not to see the plans you make in thoughts as permanent or certain. Not to cling to what you…
A Crazy Turn… When I see you as “than me”… 18 Jul 2021 Through those little curious girly eyesA world so big and beautifulAn ocean of possibilitiesI saw before I started ... To look through your eyesand compare you with meOnly to define…
A Crazy Turn… It’s a question of them knowing if their lives are worth saving. 6 Mar 2021March 6, 2021 It was two weeks ago when I last met B (PhD). I was not only heavily intoxicated, but was peaking a toxic shame cycle. I couldn't remember the last time…
A Crazy Turn… “So you think you can judge?” asked God 9 Feb 2021February 9, 2021 In my early life, I was judged heavily, and I judged in return. I picked sides, and I decided what was good, bad, and ugly. I mean, that was what…
A Crazy Turn… Sorry – An apology for mistakes I’ve made in my words 8 Feb 2021 Words, merely a tool to communicate our opinion, emotion, experience, or some random garbage wrapped as our story. But, they can do a lot of damage. Whether we attack someone,…
Introduction… Perfect Dream vs Imperfect reality 3 Jan 2021 Hello my blog readers. First of all, thank you so much for the following. Today, I wanted to share with you some of my singing attempts. This was done a…
A Crazy Turn… Rich little me! A story about the blessed “Me” 18 Dec 2020December 19, 2020 Note: This blog is a continuation from The Poor Little me! A story about the Victim Me!. As the author, I highly recommend you to read it before reading this,…
A Crazy Turn… Poor little me! A story about the Victim “Me”… 18 Dec 2020December 19, 2020 Introduction Has anyone ever told you You need to learn to live on your own. Be independent, and learn to love yourself. Then only you can share your life with…
Community… Shame 30 Nov 2020November 30, 2020 I started seeing a Psychologist about 3 weeks ago. By third week, I really look forward to seeing him. Its like Saturday night date night. All other boys and girls…
A Crazy Turn… Me, myself, and I 26 Nov 2020 It is an emptiness, It is a voidIt is a missing piece, I cannot findIt is a thoughtless moment, with me, myself, and IBut my chest goes before me, crying…
A Crazy Turn… So maybe I’ll let Nimeshe be 11 Nov 2020November 11, 2020 If you've already read my blogs before, and have followed me, you will know the name Lukas. This is the one name, that probably has come up many times in…
A Crazy Turn… You say you love me, But, should I really care? 6 Nov 2020November 6, 2020 You say you love meYou say I am worthyYou say I belongYou say I am yours But then,It's about the dress I may wearIt's about the lover I may careIt's…
A Crazy Turn… A walk towards “my” community through Pride Tribe 29 Oct 2020October 29, 2020 Introduction I would be hesitant to claim anything as "My", as I know, that once this form ends, when I finally die, there is nothing I would take with "Me",…
A Crazy Turn… Over the moon – A gift of love from Netflix 25 Oct 2020October 25, 2020 Just this morning I was winging about so many movies but not a single one I feel truly inspired to watch. Just before that, I wrote to Lukas, which was…
A Crazy Turn… Dear Great Spiritual Teahers of the present, what is it like to be you, can you please let me know? 25 Oct 2020October 25, 2020 Introduction By now, if you have followed my blog, or my story, you would know that Loneliness is a friend, I have had for most of my life. One would…
A Crazy Turn… A Noel that came along – Part II – Noel’s Story in Noel’s Words 24 Oct 2020 Note: This blog post is a two part series. Please check https://nimeshe.blog/2020/10/24/a-noel-that-came-along-part-i/ for an introduction. Dear Readers,This is Noel's story. Who is Noel you may ask? Just like Nimeshe, he…
Community… From My Beautiful Mind To AFL Grand Final 2020 24 Oct 2020October 24, 2020 Darling Nim and His Beautiful Mind, The boys on the field, have chosen the clubs they like The boys on the field, strong, passionate, skilled, and sexy The boys on…
A Crazy Turn… A Noel that came along – Part I – Introduction 24 Oct 2020October 24, 2020 Nimeshe's Introduction of Noel Noel Jason Kelly, a random stranger I met via a Gay dating app, who offered a massage, in exchange for a frienship. We spoke quite a…
Analysis… “Frank” vs “Frank” – A thank you note 20 Oct 2020October 20, 2020 Note: The picture used for cover photo is not mine and was copied from AOM Journals Website. I haven't referenced the article. We moved to an area called Malabe/Kaduwela in…
A Crazy Turn… Seeing you change from 7000km away from you – From Australia with Love 19 Oct 2020 I left you 10 years ago, then I visited you 3 years ago. Up, close, and personal, I criticised you, I scolded you, I was harsh to you, but not…
A Crazy Turn… The Living Years – A Supreme Bucket List – Yet another cringeworthy overshare 19 Oct 2020 NOTE: The picture I have used is by someone by the name of Praveen Bhat. I don't believe I know him personally in this form. But I wish to thank…
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