When I see you as “than me”…

I no longer saw the flaming halo I seemed to percieve since childhood - unknown

Through those little curious girly eyes
A world so big and beautiful
An ocean of possibilities
I saw before I started …

To look through your eyes
and compare you with me
Only to define me as  “than you”…

When did it start, I couldn’t tell
But it surely seems too late now…

When one’s careless moves make me hate you all
And another’s gentle smile ground me to be one with you all
When my happiness is placed in your hands
Even when I know it should be in my own

Help me, please as I am lost
Forgive me, please as I am only a ghost
A ghost of my hopes and dreams…

But,
Ain’t it me who push you away…
Ain’t it me who push the limits…
Ain’t it me who push me to hideaway…
When I can’t stop seeing you as “than me”

Help me, please as I’ve seen the connection
When I have seen you as me…
Although I can’t seem to stop seeing you as “than me”

– Nim –

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