Why is it so easy to see another’s ego?
Why is it so hard to let another’s ego win?
Why does shame and guilt flood us, when we finally glimpse our own?
Why is it that we see our ego as other’s?
Why do I see giving-in as being a pushover?
Why do I also glimpse a peaceful path in giving-in?
Why do I disturb that peaceful silence going:
“What about me?”
Why should I fight such life?
Why should I wish to survive?
To add to the list,
Why do I sometimes wanna kill myself, yet can’t for a moment, let “another’s” ego kill my “self’?
– Nimeshe –