When I add this
When I remove that
Or
When I adjust yet another
I will be …
When they think like me
When they act like me
Or
When they accept me
I will be …
When I like them all
When they all like me
Or
When I kill them all
Or
When I kill myself
I will be …
But,
Will I really be?
…
Happy and at Peace!
Knowing I won’t be
Makes me …
Miserably unhappy!
Am I supposed to accept all this?
Am I supposed to surrender to all this?
Am I supposed to have no control?
Am I supposed to just watch this show?
Am I like a feather caught in a whirlwind asking;
“What is the meaning of life?”
– Nimeshe –
A Moment with Nim! 