It’s a special day for the world

It’s a special day for the world
But, thousands of years ago, was it this day?

Then again, if we celebrate his existence and have a dedicated day, does it really matter?

It’s a special day for my self as well
Despite my promises to self, to not make it about me
How can i forget? Am I not human?

Then again, when i cease to exit, with no one to hold its importance,

Thousands of years later, does it really matter?

But, when its an already special day
Your memories good or bad, become special too!

So,
Maybe I don’t have to choose
While I haven’t ceased to exist

Christmas day, is special for the world
Christmas day, is special for me
Christmas day, is special because of Jesus Christ

Christmas day, is special for me
Christmas day, is special because of me, my family and I

– Nim –

P.S:

2000/12/25 – I came out to my parents
2000/12/26 – My first love and i broke up

1990/12/26 – My second love was born

2004/12/26 – World was hit by a tsunami and i had a narrow escape. The same year months earlier, i had also almost succeeded in an attempt to suicide.

2020/12/26 – My lover (ex i call, when i continue to love), is turning 30. And like an idiot, i had told him, that ill wait till he is 30 and then move on. So it’s the deadline i had stupidly made for myself.

So it’s a very special time for me, myself and I, and me, myself, and family.

I choose to make some peaceful memories and some memories to remember, overwriting the old me, myself, and I

Meanwhile, some photos from Christmas Eve:

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