Is it worth to think too much?

It’s not something new for me to hear someone say to me:

Don’t think too much!

Or

Oh he is an over thinker!

I used to think something was wrong with me, but I now know this “weakness” is my “strength”. Having said that, sometimes, I try to solve something I’m not yet ready to solve. These are the moments, I find myself trying to tell me,

Nim, darling, take a rest, you can work on this later.

But, it’s also not something new for me to hear someone say to me:

You procrastinate!

Or

Don’t put it for later, it’ll never get done!

So here is the Dilemma! I sometimes wanna complete something, and I might not have all the data, or the tools to complete it, but I keep trying and my head hurts!

I don’t wanna stop right now!

I hear me say, like a child to their parent who is struggling to put them to sleep.

And then I observe, I learn, I practice…

So, Maybe when my head hurts, I should get the signal that it’s only the theory lesson, practical will soon follow! 💁‍♂️

P.S: Below is a picture of my 5 year old self. Clearly loosing my self in an imaginary world didn’t start yesterday!!!