Am I that incomplete?

Why do I play this game?
Why do I invite such pain?
Why do I feel such shame,
Only to then feel no shame?

Maybe to feel unphased..
Maybe to feel unashamed…
Maybe to feel unafraid…
Maybe to feel unloved…

Pushing myself into a corner
Playing hide and seek in the dark
Only to be out in the open
Bathing openly in the sun!

It’s weird, I know!!!
I am weird, Everyone knows!!!
To play this on repeat,
Until I feel complete!!!

But, tell me dear Lord,
Am I that incomplete?

– Nim –

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