Tired to be there

I knew you abuse
I knew you rape

I saw you cheat
I heard you lie
I watched you hide

I watched you be wanted
While I was unwanted

But,
I saw you love
I saw you hurt
I saw you care
I saw you pray
Blind to the hidden you,
I wanted to care.
Hence, I was there.

Tiring to be there
When you don’t really care

– Nim –