Burning to be Real

We are burning…
Burning to give…
Burning to take…
Burning to be…
Burning to let be…
But never enough…
The gazillion Stars…

We are reflecting…
Reflecting to give…
Reflecting to take…
Reflecting to be…
Reflecting to let be…
But never enough…
The gazillion Moons…

We are cooling…
Cooling to give…
Cooling to take…
Cooling to be…
Cooling to let me…
But never enough…
The gazillion Winds…

We are hydrating…
Hydrating to give…
Hydrating to take…
Hydrating to be…
Hydrating to let be…
The gazillion Waters…

I am burning…
Burning to give…
Burning to take…
Burning to be…
Burning to let be…
The Sun…

Nothing has moved…
So they think…
But everything moves…

Nothing has changed…
So they think…
But everything changes…

I look for some Cool…
Winds are ready to give…
But it’s not enough to Cool me down…

I look for some Hydration…
Waters are ready to give…
But it’s not enough to heal the Burns..

I look for some Light, of course when it’s Dark…
Moons are ready to give…
But it’s not enough to see me through..

I look for some Warmth, of course when it’s Cold…
Stars are ready to give…
But it’s not enough to melt me through…

Burning… Burning… Burning…
With desires…
Nothing can help me…
Too much hopes…
Too much dreams…
Too much desires…

I wake up…
Why did I wish to be the Sun…
Only to be burnt to death…
To Leave a Black Hole…
That kills all hopes…
That kills all dreams…
That kills all desires…

Why? Oh Why?
Is this what a Fairytale feels like?
It hurts too much…
God, Is this how you love?
It hurts too much…

And then Gods all meet…
To try to ease the pain…
As each God realised, they’ve really fucked up…
There can’t be only One…
That’s just too Stupid!!!

– Nim –